cHui^FeRn!!~~

Bad luck=unhappy=moodless

20 September 2007, 1.22pm

Today is my bad luck day, morning wake up ready going to work, feel damm headache mayb yesterday nite eat much fried foods with frens.

Reach office, feel very blur, how know taking lift with boss’s mother, she hang quite lot foods. Who know, today I let ppl gossip again. I let ppl complaint that I din open door for her??? M I din open it? I’m the 1^st person go in but my card inside my bag so I cant rush to take it out so I let my other colleague swap on that mach n I m the person open the door, I got open the door but I din swap it? M I wrong? Early morning & blur, want me so alert to serve all this kind of bosses? Is it this oso under my job’s scope? Is it I compulsory and responsibilities to serve boss? I know I m an employee, all of them is employment, I take

ur

salary bcz my work not included I needed serve sucking ppl rite?

Rich ppl is it more power? I never serve ppl even i not rich as this suck ppl.

Wat can I do? Juz can hear those fucking thing n be silence. This is not 1^st time that I be a gossip, but is it all my fault? I really dunno wanna how to be alert? I dunno how to serve ppl? I dun wan be a dog? Wat can I do? I dun like this suck of culture. Ppl say muz accept it if u stil nit continue working here. Mayb I will select for quit rather than want to be a fake ppl n serve sucking ppl.

Haiz…..one word, really bad luck!!!!~~~

12 September 2007

Today is step 3mths that i work in current company. Tired due to always need to OT but happy bcs can learn a lot new thing when i cant reality participate as study and get more working experience. So that salary will be keep increament depend on working experience. Wahaha....this is most impt point.

Today as usual-OT, around 7.15pm we feel like all things will move

Boring Thursday!!~~

Now is 12am step to friday. Feel damm boring n moodless tonite. Stil got a lot thesis no yet do but keep no mood to touch it. My mood become so fluctuated recent. Anything i think is beyond my ctrl. I so blurz wat something wrong on me. Somebody can help me to solute???

So miss my parents. So miss my little cuttie kids. So wish to back home for celebrate cny. After cny, mean my degree going graduate soon. So fast 2 yrs oladi pass. Cant bear to part with all my favor frens at uni. Especially miss my crazy housemate so muchie!!~

ReLAx!nG HoLiDaY !!~~

1st at all, sure say hey with all my frens.....Thanks of u come n visit my blog. This is 1st time think of nit to write something on my blog.

Now is 1.30am, 3rd day of my holiday. Finally i get my holiday...this semester is quite suffer, so many many many assignment nit to rush, so many presentation nit to prepare. However, finally i wont suffer anymore. wahaha.....

So comfort that stay at hometown, my -sweethome-, i like it so much. many frens ask me why so like to back hometown. many ppl say me got a serious "homesick". However, i admit  that i am the homesicker. Stay at home, i like a princess cz got my mummy n dad care for me.

Haiz....even final exam for this semester is pass but quite scare for the result. its look like terrible. 3 out of 4 paper no really know to do. My wish is hoping this semester can be pass. ThANKS FOR GOD!!~~